6/04/2017

Behind Closed Eyes: Best Friend

Woke up with my hands pinned above my head. Such a weird way to sleep. I had fallen asleep on my side, so I must've switched positions. Just funny since normally I'm not much of a mover in my sleep.
I had another strange dream. Not like the others though. I had a dream that I was laying in bed and woke up next to my best friend who actually died a couple of years ago. She was dead, just laying there. My little sister was laying on my other side asleep. I slowly got out of the bed and kneeled down on the floor a bit weirded out. I crawled to the other side of the bed and looked up but the blanket was over her. I wasn't terrified, just sad. Went to my mom's room all teary eyed and told her I wanted to talk to her. She asked me what was wrong and I told her that tomorrow was supposed to be my best friend's B-Day and that I had seen her in the bed me next to me. I was crying and she was trying to comfort me.
I woke up so sad. I looked at the calender. It is her B-Day.

Normally I have dreams of her and she smiles at me or communicates with me somehow. This dream was just really depressing...