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Behind Closed Eyes: Not Quite Home

Months have sped by... I hadn't had too many good nightmares to post either. My kiddos have been sick- son with a tummy bug and daughter with a high fever. What does that equal for me? Stress and nightmares. Last night I woke up a number of times. I'm a very light sleeper, if someone in the house moved a tiny inch in their bed, I was up. My first nightmare was as follows: I woke up in my bed to some thumping, the room was dark. It was very lucid. Nothing was out of place, since I had already been waking up at night, I didn't even realize I was dreaming at first.  Anyway, I walked over and turned on the light. Room lit up brightly. Nothing. Thumping in the hallway. I peer out and husband is at the end of the hallway, pissed, smacks the wall and asks why I keep making so much noise. I'm confused, and I tell him it wasn't me. He quickly softens and apologizes. We hear noises from the bedroom so I come back in and notice the sounds are in the backyard...

Behind Closed Eyes: Best Friend

Woke up with my hands pinned above my head. Such a weird way to sleep. I had fallen asleep on my side, so I must've switched positions. Just funny since normally I'm not much of a mover in my sleep. I had another strange dream. Not like the others though. I had a dream that I was laying in bed and woke up next to my best friend who actually died a couple of years ago. She was dead, just laying there. My little sister was laying on my other side asleep. I slowly got out of the bed and kneeled down on the floor a bit weirded out. I crawled to the other side of the bed and looked up but the blanket was over her. I wasn't terrified, just sad. Went to my mom's room all teary eyed and told her I wanted to talk to her. She asked me what was wrong and I told her that tomorrow was supposed to be my best friend's B-Day and that I had seen her in the bed me next to me. I was crying and she was trying to comfort me. I woke up so sad. I looked at the calender. It is her ...

Behind Closed Eyes: Kiss

This is from a few months ago I'm really starting to freak out with these "dreams" I'm having these days. I put it in quotation marks because these are more lucid than ever. I've never been the type to confuse a dream with reality, but these days... Before I mention the dream, let me start by saying, I have always  b elieved in ghosts and other paranormal things. I've seen and heard one too many things in my life to be a skeptic. Anyway, Yesterday my daughter and I were sitting on the living room floor playing, when a spatula in the kitchen fell onto the floor. Now I know that sounds like no big deal. The thing is- I had placed it on a level surface. It really shouldn't have fallen the way it did, but, it did. The baby and I jumped when it happened because it was so out of place. Then I went and cleaned up the mess. Shortly after that we heard some papers being thrown off the counter, but I could not find them. It was hit a loud sound of...

Behind Closed Eyes- Abduction

This is actually from a while ago. I kept forgetting to post it, but here it is: Slept, had a nightmare of a woman with no eyes in sockets watching me. Creepy. So then, I woke up at 3 am, couldn’t sleep, so I put on chakra binaural beats. Could feel it working very well. Never felt my base chakra open like that. Helped soothe me dramatically until I fell asleep. I was in a barn with some people. There was a big field. I was drawn to it. I told one of the people to come with me. The sky had strange clouds. We were pulled up into the sky slowly. I could feel it all. I felt like I was awake and it was very real.  I was in a room with greys (aliens). I was kind of scared, but I think they calmed me. I was hovering and nude. They turned me over. It was kind of like a hospital set up. Big eyes, peach beige skin, very skinny fingers and nails. I think they poked me with  something. I can’t remember where. The grey was trying to comfort me. Spoke telepathically. I was...

Behind Closed Eyes--The Hospital

I am notorious for having the most lucid dreams and nightmares. Always have. I dream in full blown color, always. I can also usually remember several dreams that I've had each night. Occasionally, when I've been under a lot of stress or very, very little sleep, I'll have night terrors and wake up having a panic attack or crying my head off. Those latter dreams are never fun. Obviously. Lately, I've noticed that I've been having a lot of dreams about being pregnant or giving birth. Why? Maybe I'm having some flashbacks of being in the hospital a few months ago? For those of you who don't already know-I didn't have to most easy pregnancy with my daughter. I was hospitalized twice for preterm labor. First at 30 weeks and then again at 33-34 weeks.  In this latest dream, or should I say nightmare that I only woke up from a few minutes ago, heart beating like I had been running, a little bit of panic setting in, and a slight feeling of nausea. I...

Behind Closed Eyes Intro

Some of you guys are aware of my other blog, Behind Closed Eyes, but I thought I'd just export all of those posts over to this one.  For those of you who have never visited it before, it was simply a blog with some of my most interesting and intense dreams that I have had over the years, some from childhood, others from the present.  Some of them are really creepy, by the way... One will be up today and a new one will post up every week. Hope you enjoy, and spread the word if you enjoy reading them!